aBout my writings on eNglish

...when first started to write in english I was so, so tired of my native portuguese.
The language that gave birth to me was explored to the knees by my anxious need
to see and know, find and control... Then, let go! But how? 
So, the english language came to my door and found me, like a baby, in need of hold.
I embraced it, I embraced her, cause it seemed like the new perfect high-way to explore more.
Since I always had an ease with the english language and all its details and tales/tails - see?
A new way to express the ways of one's mind and self.

Basically, just needing of say why I write this so weirdly medieval english
that so naturally comes my way when I feel like expressing other part of...me(?)


(and when reading you think that is badly written
I assure you not.

- like that "on" not being "in" in the title of this post.)