Now time is other and I find space to embrace something
that I've condemned yesterday.

Like to betray my well driven philosophies
with my own judas ways.
(It's to have both hands thinking...)

No big argument I take
nor I believe in something all the way.

It's details that make things be
and I like everything to be as it is.
So respect is needed for every single thing there is.

Opinions are heavy and stuck.

Conversations with others caress my thoughts 
and all I find is understanding.
Not a rational one but of the heart
- organically in constant movement.

So I betray me
as a gift to understand
what does really interest me and others.

It takes its time
but sooner or later
change is inevitable
and better it is for that change
to be made by proper individual initiative. 

Where does this road take?

Should I be completely devout to my searches,
not doubting them ever?

Maybe, just maybe, I'm a coward.

But even if so
I try to be it consciously,
understanding the ins and outs of the process.

That way, at least,
I have a history to talk
and think about...